Wonder...

"Prompt: Wonder. How did you cultivate a sense of wonder in your life this year?"


So, this is like, an honesty box. 
So after the break up, I realized I had oodles of time on my hands. I had nothing to care about. It was as if I was ripped apart and I had to rebuild who and what I wanted to be. I didn't like it very much at first. 


So I went out and looked for something else. I joined a knitting club. I went driving anywhere and for anyone. I went to job interviews. I tried to get in school. I did whatever it took to stay outside of my home. I was doing whatever it took not to be upset. And it worked. I was slowly allowing myself to look at how good things have been since one of the worst things to happen to me. (everyone gets their 9-11, mine was just terribly cliche)


I tried to believe I could go out dating again. Wasn't happening. Not for me. Not anymore. I just wanna live and enjoy myself.


So yeah, I spent a good portion of the past months since July creating a new world. And its full of friends, games, money and good times.