Wednesday, December 22, 2010

I'm different? Since When?!?!?!

     What makes me different? I think its this sense of family I bring to my groups. Like, as much as  I like hanging out with groups, I like when we work as a team.
     I don't know if that came out right, but I love the team aspect of hanging out with the guys.

   Maybe, whatever it is I do that makes people like me is possibly the ditzy comedy. And for some its the fact that I care about them. I tend to make people open up.

    I'm also crafty. I don't mean to say I'm sneaky, its just in terms of how I play games with my friends, theres a lot of me that knows these guys and I plan it out, like, "How am I going to react to Steve when he's got the advantage? Laugh! That always scares the shit out of him cuz his biggest fear is that he's not man enough. What better way to bring that to the game than to laugh at a strong play. What about Eddie? He plays it too cool. But he worries when things don't come together immediatly. Do something his plans dont include and bring him to a level he's uncomfortable with."

     Thats the part of me my friends, expecially Steve, and my therapist find interesting. The ability to think logically and creatively about things. He insists that its a good thing to have now that I'm getting more and more mature. (I don't see a therapist beccause I have a disorder. I see him beccause sometimes you need a pro to talk to. Someone who isn't really your friend.)

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